I really don't know what to write anymore .
Its like everything is the same everyday .
Just waiting for things to happen only .
If i didn't work all the time ,
Maybe i have more time for friends ?
I don't know .
But if she didn't find out about it ,
I surely have more time for friends .
Its my fault also ,
But what's done is done .
Wanna go out with friends also must secretly go out ,
Somemore only can meet up for awhile .
Not everytime will jio me too ,
Maybe because only can meet awhile ,
Might as well don't meet or what ,
I don't know .
Maybe it makes no different if i'm around or not ,
I don't know .
Maybe they don't wanna trouble me ,
Like going down to wherever they are from town ,
I don't know .
Maybe they know what's going on ,
I don't know .
Maybe its just 2 words ,
I don't know .
I don't anyone to be offended ,
But this is what i wanna say .
I don't know if the gap between me and my friends will get bigger or not .
But that's the last thing in my life that i want .
