Saturday, May 31, 2008

Baby has gone overseas .
O.O

11 Days ,
Counting down .

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10:59 AM

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Supposed to go skating with Baby , Pet & her Kelvin Yeo ,
But Kelvin couldn't make it in the end ,
High fever .


Nevermind ,
There's always next time ,
Its just that ' next time ' is gonna be quite some time .


Out with Baby today .
Poor thing ,
His eyes were swollen ?
Sigh ~
2 words baby ,

TEE KEE !
Lol .
:DD


Watched " The Chronicles Of Narnia : Prince Caspian " ,
It was nice !
The mouse is like damn kawaii ne ~
:D




' A Twist In My Story ' keeps repeatiing over & over in my head .
Love that song loads man .
C:




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11:31 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

When back to school for D&T ,
Rohim said some weird things to me .
Lol !

Anyway ,
He said he'd tell me when i leave Dunearn .
I guess that's our promise eh ?
(:




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11:28 PM



Slow down,
The world isn’t watching us break down .
It’s safe to say we are alone now,
We’re alone now .
Not a whisper,
The only noise is the receiver .
I’m counting the seconds until you break the silence ,
So please just break the silence .


The whispers turn to shouting ,
The shouting turns to tears ,
Your tears turn into laughter ,
And it takes away our fears ,



So you see ,
This world doesn’t matter to me .
I’ll give up all I had just to breathe ,
The same air as you till the day that I die ,
I can’t take my eyes off of you .


And I’m longing,
For words to describe how I’m feeling ,
I’m feeling inspired .


My world just flip turned upside down ,
It turns around,
Say what’s that sound ,
It’s my heart beat,
It’s getting much louder
My heart beat,
Is stronger than ever
I’m feeling so alive ,
I’m feeling so alive .


My whispers turn to shouting ,
The shouting turns to tears ,
Your tears turn into laughter ,
And it takes away our fears .


So you see,
This world doesn’t matter to me ,
I’ll give up all I had just to breathe .
The same air as you till the day that I die ,
I can’t take my eyes off of you .


I’m finally waking up ,
A twist in my story .
It’s time I open up,
And let your love right through me .
I’m finally waking up ,
A twist in my story .
It’s time I open up,
And let your love right through me .


That’s what you get ,
When you see your life in someone else’s eyes .
That’s what you get ,
That’s what you get .


So you see ,
This world doesn’t matter to me .
I’ll give up all I had just to breathe .
The same air as you till the day that I die ,
I can’t take my eyes off of you .

So you see ,
This world doesn’t matter to me .
I’ll give up all I had just to breathe ,
The same air as you till the day that I die ,
I can’t take my eyes off of you .







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9:11 PM

Tuesday, May 27, 2008



Resembles a lightning ,
Without a light ,
It pasts , it flies .
With no thunder to alarm you ,
With no light to show you .

Hits you anytime it wants ,
Takes you away anytime it wants ,
And take you to another place .

No choices to be made ,
No chances to be given .

It does not wait for you ,
You instead ,
Will wait for it .



By : EUGENIE




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12:50 AM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Call her a lady ,
If you ever knew the real her ,
Call her an angel ,
If you really love her ,
Call her a bitch ,
If she broke your heart .

Just don't call her a stranger ,
If she wasn't born to love you .


By : EUGENIE

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I can't find my guitar pick anymore !
Damn it !

UPSET .





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11:30 PM


Had our Hospitality course for the past couple of days .

Visited the Singapore Golf Club in Sentosa ,
It's a beautiful club !
Visited Green-Tech ,
All of us had a packet of eggs as a gift .
And Micheal Angelo's ,
Beautiful restaurants !
Taught us about wine , how to serve wine , etc .

And today ,
Singapore Yatch club & SunShine Bakery ,
Because of these 2 places ,
My group missed the ENTIRE D'GIG !

Tried to rush back to school ,
But we were too late .
Zzz .


Anyway ,
Was out in Town today ,
Watched Indiana Jones !
Great movie .
Well ,
Except for all the ants crawling all over .
Hate ants !

Bumped into Derek & Candy at Mac ,
Chatted awhile .
(:
Kbox-ing soon !


Ate Nana Thai for dinner .
(:

Home after that .
There was bloody idiotic , Sibei Guai Lan man ,
Who drank ,
He was like scolding everyone cause he couldn't get to the back of the bloody bus !
And he step on my feet !
Damn angry can !!


But it's not as worst as when i bump into that bastard Marcus .





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12:28 AM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Don't yell for them ,
They are there .
Don't shout for them ,
They are near .
Don't call for them ,
They are here .

Just open it ,
And they shall appear .

They can change your life ,
And make it clear .

For you to see , to feel ,
To love those whom you hold dear .


By : Eugenie
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* Comments anyone ?? *


I think i'm becoming more and more emo .
Yea ,
I know i already am .






Can't even have a normal conversation with my schoolmates !




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5:52 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

A fucked up day for me i guess .



Irritated by that stupid issue ,
By my parents ,
By my cats ,
Blah blah ..




I want to watch it ,
But i don't wanna see XXX .
Even i ,
Don't know what the hell am i thinking .







I've got an urge to play [:


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7:52 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008






Happy 2ND Anniversary to us !

:D
Time flies ~
Whoosh !!
( Okay , I'm lame . )




Watched ' Made Of Honor ' today .
It was funny !
Go watch it peeps !
(:


We bumped into another young couple ,
Who wore the exact same tees as us !
Oh my god ~
Such a coincidence ?
Lol .
And awkward too .



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I scared the hell out of the both of you .
Erm ,
Sorry ?

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11:42 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

A rose ,
Surrounded by vines and thorns ,

In the darkness ,
Tied down and pierced .
It bleeds , it bleeds .
When will it stop ?
Who wil save it ?
Shall it accept the fate ,
That is taking its life away .

The moon appeared ,
Only one was left ,
The last petal ,
My Black Petal .




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9:59 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Some people are just plain childish .
If your eyes were swollen ,
You would have worn a pair if shades out too .

Brainless people !



Bumped into many people today .
First it was Wen ping ,
Then Fareez & Ghazie ,
Jason & Amirul Zaki ,
Lastly ,
a bitch .
(:



'The Fourth Drink Instinct' keeps repeating in my head .



Positive + Negative = Negative

Unfortunately ,

Mine is .





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11:14 PM

Friday, May 16, 2008

What the hell ?!


First ,
It was the ulcers .
Now ,
It's my swollen eye !


What is this man ?!



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11:54 PM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

My freaking ulcer is damn freaking painful !

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10:11 PM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

I'm tired ,
M , P & E !












It's not your fault .
It was never your fault at all ,
It was mine .
:]


If i ...
All this wouldn't have happened yea ?
If i ...
There wouldn't be anyone to blame .





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9:18 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008

Movies ,
Was the first .
But will it be the last ?
:]


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11:02 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008


















I'M A PATHETIC FOOL !
Just stand there , & watch me bleed .

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1:09 AM

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Wished i was never brought into this place .


Wished i would never wake up in the morning ,
& live this fucking life of mine .






Let me be , will you ?




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9:50 PM

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Damn irritated today !


Yea ,
My temper is getting worst .



Maybe i'm doing this on purpose ?
Yea ,
Maybe .







And i'm finally hearing human language .



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11:40 PM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Hey ,
As a friend ,
I hate to see you like this .


Yea ,
Maybe i don't know what you are going through now ,
Cause i had never experienced it before .


But ,
Really hope that you'd be back to your old self soon .
Hope you'd stop thinking in such a negative way too .



It's a BIG difference without you around .
And i don't like cemetries !




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10:20 PM

Monday, May 5, 2008

" Don't be sad . "
That was what i was told today .











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Some test that i took (:



Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.




I won't say that everything is true though .

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8:55 PM

Friday, May 2, 2008

Hais , i told her alot of times already .
But she never listens :D

' What the hell do you want ?! '
Ehem , What can i say ?

2 crazy peeps .








Robyn is back in Estique !
:DDDDDD
As a freelance .
Woohoo ~
Miss him loads !
Our bro is finally back !
With a new haircut too .
Lol .


And OMG !
Javier's getting married !!
So happy for him !
:D
I heard he's getting married next month ?
And he didn't even tell me !
Some friend eh ?
Lol .
Just kidding !


Ritz & Alvin welcome me back to the company ,
Asked me if i wanted to help them out during my holidays .
(:
Like why not ?
Ivy , Mark , Theresa , Isaiah are there too .
:D
And Estique is like only next door ?
I still can talk to my peeps next door .
Lol .



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Oh yea ,

One more thing i promised my BABY i said i would do .

DEROY TAN BELONGS TO EUGENIE KOH !

:D



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11:35 PM

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Labour Day today .
Woke up around 10+ ?
(:


BABY came and waited for me at my void deck .
Went to JE to take a train to Town .


Went to Heeren .
Can't wait to get them !
Ehem .
(:


I saw Kelvin Yeo and his girl at Cineleisure .
O.O !
I still think Alvin & Pearlyn is alot sweeter !
=X
Lol .


Headed to Taka ,
FleshImp !
The printed jacket that i like ,
Came in Dark grey too !
OMG ,
Tempted !

:D

Then there was this lucky draw thing .
We won !
Okay luhs ,
He won .
:D
$5 off the Tops .


Watched Iron Man ,
Damn cool !
:D
Go watch ! Go watch !
Lol .


Went to F.E.P ,
Ate Nana Thai .
(:


Home after that ,
BABY having headaches ,
>.<
Hope he's okay .



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12:38 AM


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