Saturday, September 27, 2008
I very much want to call you,
But,
I don't know what to say.
It's weird in fact.
If i had to answer a question for every little action,
I'd rather be immobilised.
Either that or i'd rather give my soul to hell.
To be or not to be,
That is the question.
What's the difference,
Since you were the one who gave me the permission?
The job is already half done.
Somehow i wish i could disappear in this world right now,
And maybe appear again when i'm eighteen.
And i just got fucking irritated again.
I gotta admit,
That line simply pisses me off!
Damn that Mr SMART-ASS!
If everything was that FREAKING SIMPLE,
Why the hell are so many people committing suicide.
Yea yea yea,
Easy for you to say.
Irritated right now.
Maybe i SHOULD go out with them whenever they asked.
Which also have been quite a number of times!
You know what?
Just forget it alright?
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Both of you are the last living creatures in the universe,
Who i wanna see calls or texts from. Hopefully you guys will leave me alone yea?
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Was it really coming from the heart?
Or just because you read my post.
Haven't been in a good mood recently.
Was feeling oh-so-down.
But you wouldn't have known would you?
You probably thought that i was out having FUN with my friends?
I don't even have the bloody mood to catch up with my Chemistry!
Yea,
Don't even start.
I don't know how the hell am i gonna go to school on monday,
Like this.
Sometimes i just simply wish i had a sign board hanging around my neck,
So people wouldn't have to ask that much anymore.
Yes,
It may be lame,
But i truly think that it'll actually work!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
God gave me countless of chances,
But i chose to give them up,
Time and time again.
When will i ever learn?
Change for the better?
It ain't as easy as you think.
Change for the worst?
Just give me a second.
Just please don't be like the 3,
Who expected me to change my attitude in 3 fucking days.
Yea,
I know you've changed ALOT for me.
And i should be grateful,
But i didn't really ask for this.
I just want you to be yourself.
"Be yourself"
How familiar can this phrase get?
I'm always told to be myself.
But i can't.
Why?
Cause i've lost who i really am.
If the 4th mask is broken,
Just put on the 5th one.
If the 5th is broken,
Just put on the 6th one.
.
.
.
.
.
.
If the 86th mask is broken,
Just put on the 87th one.
It's not that i'm shunning,
It's just that i've too many to use.
They say i have a strong pride.
I would always put up a strong front even if i'm bleeding on the inside.
You can say i'm fake for all i care.
Or maybe even a two-headed snake.
Because i'm always self-contradicting myself.
You say i'm always keeping secrets from you,
Hiding stuffs.
But some things just cannot be said for some particular reason.
Even it's about friends,
There are just some things i can't say.
For example,
Do you expect me to tell everyone that my friend A had sex with 10 guys in one night?
The 91s & 92s just seem to clash don't they?
Their thinking are just simply too different.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
[ Take two steps forward today,
But you will see yourself three steps behind tomorrow.
Happens everyday,
You gotta get used to it. ]
Blame is like a ticking time bomb,
That can blow up any second,
Killing anyone at anytime.
People passes it around,
Not allowing it to sit and rest.
But there's always one person,
Squating in a dark corner,
Perspiring cold sweat,
Praying so hard that he could actually miss his turn.
Of course that would never happen.
The bomb will eventually end up in his hands,
And then before you know it.
It explodes.
Ripping every single piece of flesh on your body,
Blasting your body into a million pieces,
Splashing blood all over the place,
Setting the place on fire,
Dragging many innocent victims down to hell.
This is getting nowhere.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
You know what really makes my blood boil?
S.I.A.H.T
Talking about them really makes me lose my cool.
Like what the hell is so good about them?
Why does everyone likes them so much?
Why does everyone have to keep talking about them?
Cause of them,
Some people look down on me.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Happy 6th!
;D
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Firstly,
Happy Birthday to WEI KOON!
Caught Steffen red-handed near Westmall today.
(:
Lol.
Went studying @ Mac.
Such a small world,
We bumped into Faris & friends there.
Weren't really studying all the way actually,
Fold roses, chat, study, chat, study and then chat again.
Lmao.
Who could study all the way in such a environment!
XD
Met up with Dexter since he was in the area.
Tried to sound him out,
But then..
His mouth was sealed damn tightly!
LOL.
Slacked @ CoffeeBean for awhile,
Bought Bubbletea for my sis.
Then walked home.
And when i was walking home,There was this INCONSIDERATE ASSHOLE who was jogging,Didn't even bother to say 'Excuse Me',And bumped into me!My Bubbletea nearly fly bohdoh!
Guess what?
I dropped the Bubbletea on the floor,
When i closing my main door.
-.-
Damn.
Well,
I guess it is fate that my sis should not drink Bubbletea.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
The girls on the streets look all sad in this gold encrusted little town
Why is that? Isn't this the town of dreams?
Yeah, but it comes with a price
It's a town that never does anything and takes all the credit
A place that promises so much and never has a thing to say
Or a care in the world
There is no memory here
No dream for itself but the dreams of others
And all over the world you talk about a place you've only seen in the re-runs
Immortalized by its vice and deified for its carnage
There's money in the air there
All you have to do is reach up and grab it.
In basements, garages, parking lots, empty lots, school yards, town cars,
Back rooms and more
Diamonds are fashioned from expectations and fortified on a steady diet,
Of simple lives and red carpets
The ejaculating zeitgeist in night vision
Culture is a punch line in a motionless blood in the water
The sharks here play games you can't fathom
But you flock here anyway
On college money and credit cards
Spend a week bullshitting yourself that it was all true,
All of it
Just to watch in horror as it all falls into pieces into the gravity of reality
The starry eyes fade as it dawns on you,
Nothing is guaranteed
You are a part of the great divide, the chosen, or the frozen
Now your miles away without an egg,
Your college money is a collage of debt
And your credit cards are all snapped in fucking half.
Time to wander a landscape in berethed of mercy
This is now the back lot of your failed movie
A waking dream re-written without your permission
The real luster, the soft focus, the soap opera vision
Is just the hindsight of a world who's just been lied to
Of sad surfs, and untouchable lords
You took a chance didn't you?
The chance didn't have a par for you this time around
Maybe next life.
And you can't even walk home
The girls on the street all look sad in this cardboard cut-out little town
No wonder, that's the only thing here that's real
The gold is for fools and paradise is lost
But the hungry have never bothered with the cost
Day by day they fall away like rose petals
Like ink that won't dry or fade
It just runs wild down cracks and crevices, grooves and folds
So I hope someone saves you, before you get cold
I really do.
Because the girls are on set in this little black book
If you don't believe me take a closer look.
If you can?
- The Frozen by Corey Taylor
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Totoro! :DDD
Went down to Westmall to meet Kenrick & Zhi Jie.
When i reached,
Turned out that they managed to contact Jason,
So didn't really needed my help yea?
(:
So i headed to Yew Tee~
Met up with Deroy,
Headed to Town to watch "Make It Happen".
We were 20 minutes late for the movie,
Cause his watch was an hour early,
And we didn't check our phones.
o.o
Anyway,
The movie was as bad as Wall.E.
The Totoro is cute ain't it?Lol.
He was force to hang it on his bermudas.
(:
Fate gave me two choices,
I took the second choice out of greed,
But it did not turn out the way i thought it would.
Fate gave me a second chance,
Because it knows the guilt i felt.
Monday, September 8, 2008
"Call me a stranger,
You said i was a danger.."
Didn't sleep well for the whole night.
@.@
Had weird dreams too.
Anyway,
Took a bus from Westmall to Queensway.
Kept thinking that we missed the stop,
Partly because the ride was damn freaking long.
Zzz.
Hmmm..
$90,
Can consider.
(:
Haha.
Bought that something-something (LMAO),
And left for Taka.
Went to Kalms,
Bought something-something(2).
Then headed to Lot1,
Met up with Zhi Jie.
His hair was so messy.
o.o
LOL!
Walk one round around Lot1,
Then went to Westmall again.
Ate dinner,
Then Yi Qing came.
Took bus to Batok,
And what a coincidence!
We took the same bus with Jovell.
Such a small world.
Oh!
No,
Singapore is just a dot.
Zzz.
Went to a void deck and slacked,
Yi Qing taught us how to fold roses.
Lmao.
Zhi jie gave up half way.
Lousy..
=X
The rest of us were persevere,
(:
All the roses turned out alright,
I guess.
Lol.
Our hands were all stiff.
o.o
Went to 323 to have a drink,
Took a bus home after that.
Did abit of my Bio just now.
Starting to get tired already.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
I pray i could swim just so i would drown.
I have never been so serious in my life.
And i mean NEVER.
Just give me one more month.
I have a wish,
Y'know what is it?
Is that both of you could get along with each other.
How can you still trust me,
If there were 5840 of me?
Totoro! :DDD
I pray i could swim just so i would drown.