Monday, July 28, 2008

Damn suprising how fast a person's mood can change cause of a song too.




Down.




I'm yours but where's mine ?

I need mine by my side .



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7:13 PM


It's suprising how one song can change a person's enitre mood .



When you come to this world ,
Everyone is smiling while you're crying .
Live your life ,
So when you die ,
You'll be smiling while everyone's crying .




:]Truly madly deeply.










Burn this forest ,
Destroy everything .
Not letting it be revived by any means .

Nuture this rose ,
Water it with love ,
Make it live by any means .


Give her the rose ,
She wants the forest .

Give her the forest ,
& she'll want the rose .

Would you burn everything ?
Or continue to give her what she wants ,
& hopefully she'll be grateful .

- EUGENIE

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6:03 PM


I'm just a kid ,
What more do you want ?



Frustrated .
Somehow i always feel like crying whenever i'm frustrated .



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4:45 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008


I want 態度 Caps !


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1:08 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008




Sigh .




& fuck my mom .







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Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people.



1 - Deroy
2 - Karen
3 - Derine
4 - Kenrick
5 - Petrina
6 - Steffen
7 - Dexter
8 - Zhi jie
9 - Sherry
10 - Sean
11 - Xuan Ge
12 - Joshua
13 - Haris
14 - Ghazi
15 - Fareez
16 - Murni
17 - Jovell
18 - Harmuni
19 - Dinah
20 - Irza


1. How did you meet 14? @ GHAZI !
He's my next door classmate . (:


2. What would you do if you never ever met 4? @ KENRICK !
I would have missed out on a few things in my life .


3. What if 3 and 16 dated? @ DERINE & MURNI !
I think they'll be great as lesbians . (:


4. How about 19 and 15? @ DINAH & FAREEZ !
NO NO NO ! Cannot !! LOL !


5. Describe 20. @ IRZA !
Sweet guy who treats his friends & girlfriends very well . (:


6. Is 18 attractive? @ HARMUNI !
She's alright . (:


7. Describe 10. @ SEAN !
The " CUTEST " guy in Amber , No one else man , SERIOUSLY !


8. Do you know any of 4's family members? @ KENRICK !
Erm , Not really . Haha .


9. What would you do if 17 confessed that he/she liked you? @ JOVELL !
I'll reject on the spot ! LOL .


10. What language does 5 speak?? @ PETRINA !
English , Chinese , Mixed with a lil hokkien . :D


11. Who is 8 going out with? @ ZHI JIE !
Idk ?


12. How old is 1? @ DEROY !
16 going on 17 . (:


13. When is the last time you spoke to 14? @ GHAZI !
Just this afternoon . (:


14. What is 16's favourite band/singer? @ MURNI !
Alamak, I don't know ne .


15. Would you ever date 12? @ JOSHUA !
He's a not a bad guy actually . LMAO !


16. Would you ever date 11? @ XUAN GE !
Ain't a bad guy either . (:


17. Is 17 single? @ JOVELL !
I THINK SO ? HAHA .


18. What is 3's last name? @ DERINE !
Tan .


19. Would you date 15? @ FAREEZ !
Provided if no one would kill me . LOL ! Just kidding ~ I can hear someone sharpening the knife .


20. What is 20's school? @ IRZA !
Dunearn sec , 4PEARL ! :DDD


21. Where does 2 live? @ KAREN !
Bukit Gombak blk*** #08-*** . OPPS !


22. What is 6's favourite thing? @ STEFFEN !
Erm , Fish ? LOL !


23. Have you seen 13 naked? @ HARIS !
Half-naked , yes . LOL !


24. How would you feel if 7 and 13 dated each other? @ DEXTER & HARIS !
OMG ! NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOO ~~~


25. Will you ever want to kiss 18 on the lips? @ HARMUNI !
LOL !


26. Do you love anyone from the above 20?
Of course ! I LOVE ALL OF THEM ! Haha .




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6:57 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Played Softball during PE .
Jaguars & Panthers VS The rest of the colors .

I was in the colorful team ,
And guess what ?
We lost .

Maybe we wouldn't have lost if i caught the ball when Zhi Jie threw it at me .
Yea ,
My eyes weren't on the ball .



MT oral today .
It was alright .

Wasn't really in a good mood though ,
Even when Steff talked to me i was like ...
Yea .

And then Miss Goggles had to irritate me further .
Bitch .
Okay fine ,
She just happened to say the wrong thing at the wrong time .

And my left eye was feeling damn uncomfortable !
Painful .
But it's alright now .


Something funny happened at home .
You know the Lion dance head ?
I have a minature one at home ,
Stuck on top of the TV using Blutacks .

One of the cats was playing with it ,
And it dropped on the floor ,
I went to pick it up ,
When i stood up ,
I saw the Lower jaw of the lion still on top of the TV ,
Which also means the lion in my hands only have the upper jaw .

The moment i saw the lower jaw lying there ,
I bursted out laughing !
Don't know why ,
But i just find it fucking hilarious !
LOL !



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8:03 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Happy 16th birthday to my very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very ,
Distant cousin ,
Mr Koh Xuan Ge !
Lol .



Went to gombak to look for Karen & Derine ,
They were having their dinner there .

Went to the night market near our school to get some food ,
The shop selling Waffle Hotdoogs wasn't open lors !
What the bloody hell .

But then found out later ,
That the other side of the night market was selling them .
@#^**%#& !!!

Home after that .



Made a bet with BAN THYE !
$100 hors !
Remember uh !!!
LOL .



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7:59 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

If i told you what was my favourite color ,
Would you listen ?
If i broke down & cried my heart out ,
Would you listen ?
If i laughed like a mad person ,
Would you listen ?
If i yelled & cursed a stranger ,
Would you listen ?


And so i ask myself too .


If you told me that you'd always wear your left shoe before the right one ,
Would i listen ?
If you cried because of her ,
Would i listen ?
If you laughed your head off in front of a crowd ,
Would i listen ?
If you threw anything you could get hold of at the wall ,
Would i listen ?


My answer : I would if i could .


If the way Derine felt is the same way you felt ,
I'm sorry .




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4:03 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008





















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4:13 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Happy birthday to ..
KENRICK & DEXTER!
:DDD




Met up with Kenrick , Zhi Jie , Oswa , Guan Kiat , Xiang Ji , Wei Lun , Charles , Jordan , Jovell , Olivia , Yu Qian , Pei Wen & Si Min .


Took a train to town ,
Watched The Dark Knight .

Oswa kept kicking my chair !
=X
LOL !

Loitered outside Cineleisure ,
Smoking .
Then a few officers came along ,
And poked their noses in .
Those officers are like so fake can !
Like damn obvious that they are playing with us .


Anyway ,
We went back to Cineleisure ,
Saw this Lady ( or at least we thought she was ) ,
Going around posing like a model .
Jordan walked past her ,
And she was like ,
" Hi , Handsome Boy ! "
LMAO !!!!!!

All of us were like so disgusted !
Kenrick didn't go ask for her number ~~~~~
Haha !

We kept whistling and shouting at her while she was going up the escalator ,
She turned around and did AV poses !!
OH MY GGGGOOOOOODDDDDDD !

EWWWWWWWWW~





P.S.
Did i enjoy myself today ?
Sigh ~



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12:39 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008




Happy 4th month !




Our 3rd has been
Long ,
Unhappy ,
Tiring ,
Frustrating ,
Confusing ,
Pressurizing ,
Painful ,
Annoying ,
Irritating ,
Filled with jealousy ,
Fucked upside down & inside up .

But at least it's over yea ?

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12:14 AM

Friday, July 18, 2008

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY ?
- Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus .
* Lmao sia . *

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
- Shake Your Pom Pom by Missy Elliot .
* O.O ! *

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade .
* Ehhhs ... My goodness ! *

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Cat And Mouse by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus .
" Am i suppose to be happy ? With all i ever wanted , it comes with a price . "

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Touch My Body by Mariah Carey .
* LOL !!!!!!!! Sounds SO wrong . *

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Maybe By Secondhand Serenade .
* Hmmm .. :] *

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Empty by The Click Five
* You people ! How could you !! :@ *

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- Can't help but wait by Trey Songz .
* More like can't help but wait for my allowance ! :D *

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Stay Close Don't Go by Secondhand Serenade .
* OH MY GOOOODDDDDD !!!!!!!!!!!!! *

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
- Misery Business by Paramore .
* I swear it's not true ! *

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Hot In The City by Billy Idol .
* LMAO !!!!! :DDD *

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Twenty-Twenty Surgery by Taking Back Sunday .
* (: *

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- My Heroine by Silverstein .
* I love this song to the core ! *

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Half Alive by Secondhand Serenade .
* Hmm .. I must be driving them up the wall eh ? *

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Can't take my eyes off you by Muse .
" You're just too good be true , Can't keep my eyes off of you ~ "

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- I've Got All This Ringing In My Ears But None On My Fingers by Fall Out Boy .
* Hell yeah baby !! Woohoo ! *

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Bye Bye by Mariah Carey .
" I never knew i could hurt like this .. "

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- O by Omarion .
* Ehhs ... *

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Heavenly Days by Yui Aragaki .
* Sky Of Love . Sweet , funny , innocent memories ! I wish i could go back . *

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- If Tomorrow Never Comes by Ronann Keating .
* If you were me , Maybe you'd know . *



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7:04 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

1. You & your ex:
♥ fgjhdh

2. I am listening to:
♥ Your Love Is A Lie by Simple Plan

3. Maybe I should:
♥ Stop being such an idiot & enjoy my sec school life .

4. I love:
♥ Myself !

5. I don't understand:
♥ What the hell is wrong with me ?

6. I have lost my respect to:
♥ Hmmm...

7. I last ate:
♥ Biscuits .

8. The meaning of my display name is:
♥ My very unique name which alot of people love to pronounce wrongly .

-IS YOUR/ARE YOU-
1. Is your hair wet?
♥ NO .

2. Is ur cellphone right by you?
♥ Right in front of me , on the table .

3. Do you miss someone?
♥ You ?

4. Are you wearing chapstick?
♥ Nope .

5. Are you tired?
♥ Just a lil . M.P.E !

6. Are you wearing pajamas?
♥ Hell no .

7. Are you happy?
♥ iuyghn

8. Are you upset?
♥ No .

-HAVE YOU-

1. Recently done anything you regret?
♥ YES !

2. Ever lied?
♥ Who hasn't ?

4. Have you ever kissed someone?
♥ rthytyjfhb

5. Ever tripped over your own feet?
♥ Ehhhs...

-RANDOM-
Q: Is there a person who is on your
mind right now?
A: YOU !

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: 2 older sisters . * faints *

Q: Do you have your own pc?
A: I wished i did . * evil laughters *

Q: Do you smile often?
A: EVER SINCE THAT DAY , I WAS NEVER NORMAL . LMAO ! :DDD

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time
you take them off?
A: No . So troublesome lors .

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: Sometimes . But yea , i guess it's fine .

Q: Who's bed other than yours would
you rather sleep in?
A: jyglujhnu

Q: What color shirt are you wearing
right now?
A: PURPLE ! (:

Q: What were you doing at 7PM
yesterday?
A: Hmmm .. On the phone i think .

Q: What are you going to do
tomorrow?
A: No idea where i'm going after school .

Q: Can't wait for what?
A: THE WEEKENDS !!!!!

Q: What would you rather be called?
A: EMO SIAO / JURIAN . :D

Q: When did you cry last?
A: 28 June 2008 2:42AM

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Guess not ??

Q: Do you have any pets?
A: 3 cats ! Oh no , it's 4 , Plus Steff . LMAO !

-THIS MONTH HAVE YOU...-

1. Made new friends?
♥ Guess so . Caught with schoolmates too ! (:

2. Fallen out of love?
♥ outfkuyhg

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1. What's your horoscope.?
♥ LEO !

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
♥ JAPAN FOR SURE ! :D

3. What's your favourite thing(s) to do?
♥ Plug my ears with an MP3 .

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
♥ In a way , Yes .

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
♥ To live happily .

6. Do you encourage girl to admit their love to guys?
♥ Erm , sure . Why not ?

7. What's love?
♥ A part of life .

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
♥ No idea man .

9. List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.
♥ I tagged myself !

10. What makes you happy?
♥ LMAO ! The feeling of being wanted .

11. What type of person do you hate the most?
♥ People who lie .

12. If You Do Not Have A Boyfriend/Girlfriend,Do You Feel Like Having One Now?
♥ I used to . (:

13. Who is the most important person in your life?
♥ Hmmm..

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
♥ TRUST !

15. Do you have a crush on someone now? Who is it?
♥ Yes ! I think i got a crush on me !

16. The love of your life now?
♥ [:

17. Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/her?
♥ Nope , i guess not .

18. What you want right now?
♥ CASH !




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Yea ,
I'm the one who have damn lots of secrets .
And didn't you say that you don't wanna meet people with secrets ?

Like i said ,
There are just some things that couples can't talk about .

You said friends & lover are the same ,
You're wrong .

Do you haven any idea what me & my girlfriends talk about ?
We talk about everything !
We gossip about those bitches ,
Talk about shopping .
We talk about guys forheavens sake !

Do you expect me to talk to you about guys ?
The moment i just mention his name ,
You'd give me that LJB .

I though you were already okay with him ,
That's why i told you about the outing .
I didn't know that you'd still mind .


I always keep everything to myself ,
But have you ever wondered why ?
Why do i tell them to my good friends and not you ?

Cause you give me the impression that you won't listen ,
And would only stick to the way you think .
You'll just keep quiet & stone .

Yea ,
I know what you wanna say ,
' What the fuck do you want me to say ? ' right ?


You're not called Tan Stubborn for nothing you know ?

Yea ,
I know .
How the fuck would i know if you'd listen or not ,
When i didn't even tell you shit .





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5:04 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

It's like what the hell ,
I was kept in the dark ?
I even need Kenrick & Sean to tell me what the hell happened to my boyfriend ?
Pathetic fool .

Here ,
I'll let you guess the reason behind it .
It's me of course !

And there they go again ,
Putting the blame on me ,
Cause i'm the reason of what has become of their good friend .

Well ,
I'm sorry okay ?

What else do you want ?
My life ?
I'd be more than happy to give it to you !



& to my Beaker ,
Cheer up alright ?
No one expected this to happen ,
Yea sure ,
This ain't the first time this kind of thing happened .
But don't give up okay ?
So what if she asked you not to be such an idiot ?
Are you gonna just listen to her , and give up ?

I'm sure she didn't mean it too ,
Maybe she's too shy ?
Please luhs ,
Who wouldn't ?
I'm already getting goosebumps can .
Lol .


If you really like her , just pretend you didn't hear that phrase .
(:



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7:22 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Well ,
Finally got my
Blue jacket from Topman .
:DDDDD


Fred Perry man !
2 months ! 2 months !
Lol .


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11:41 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008

Has been damn damn long since i posted a normal post .
Zzz .


Anyway ,
Out with my baby today ,
Watched ' Hellboy 2 ' .
It's nice really !
Just that i was about to fall asleep cause i'm too tired .
The movie is great actually .


Baby was sick today ,
Fever ,
Half alive .
Went over to his place ,
So messy !
Lol .



Cabbed home after that .
Yawns ~
Shag-ness man .
Goodnight peeps !


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11:36 PM

Thursday, July 10, 2008








Sorry that i failed .
Sorry that i don't treat you well .
Sorry that i put them in front of you .
Sorry that i always neglect you .
Sorry that i'm always not in a good mood .
Sorry that i hate her .
Sorry that i'm always on the phone with friends .
Sorry that i'm always saying the wrong stuffs .
Sorry that i always give you a fucked up attitude .
Sorry that i have a good friend who is a guy .
Sorry that i make you feel insecure .
Sorry that i make you feel unassured .
Sorry that i can't tell you everything .
Sorry that i'm a person with alot of secrets .
Sorry that i just simply care too much about what others say .
Sorry that we can only envy others .
Sorry that we can't be as happy as them .
Sorry that you don't feel that i love you .
Sorry that i brought you so much pain and sadness .
Sorry that you feel you're dating yourself .
Sorry that i kept silent the day we broke up .
Sorry that the problem lies with me .
Sorry that your friends are all against me .
Sorry that i'm just a bloody shrimp .


I'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry .
And i know these sorries will never be enough ,
Cause there's just too much .



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6:59 PM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Hey fucker !
Read this ,

If you ain't happy about me ,
Just get lost & leave me alone !

And i seriously don't think that you could even understand a single word that i say ,
So why don't you make things easier for both parties & disappear ?



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9:09 PM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will meant and be the same
And this is for the ones who have lost it all and all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away

How can I say
Say I'll be okay

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the lines been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

- If I Fall



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7:50 PM

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Oh so sweet !!!
They looked damn damn damn damn sweet together okay ?
Looked darn happpy too .
It was PURE happiness written all over her face !
So happy for them .
(:



Yea ,
I'm drowning my sorrows again .
Okay ,
Not exactly 'sorrows' ,
But yea .


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11:23 PM


Had been unwell since yesterday .
Throat infection .
And now it hurts .
So does my piercing .
Zzz .


Sis & Samuel bought red wine today .
:D

Yes ,
I'm drinking right now .
It has been so damn long can .




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12:27 AM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Us ! Without Xuan Ge . Taken by Farid ! :DDD

Firstly ,
I just wanna say ,
Happy 16th birthday to Farid !!
:DDD


Had my N lvl oral today .
And instead of be all stressed up and all ,
My class was like actually chit chatting away before the oral ,
We took a group photo !
Just for the memories .
(:



Okay ,
I admit ,
I'm damn bored .




1. Grab the book nearest to you. Flip to page 18, find line 4.
Erm . " Appeal of entertainment spreading across the world " .

2. Stretch your left arm as far as you can. What can you touch?
My sister's box of nail polishes (:

3. Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
Removing my contacts ?

4. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Channel V's Mo Fan Bang Bang Tang :D

5. Without looking, guess what time it is.
Erm , 8:40pm ?

6. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
8:47pm . Missed it by that much !

7. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The tv , some old guy is singing .

8. When did you last step outside/ What were you doing?
Just awhile ago , Billy Bombers with my sis ! :D

9. Did you dream last night?
Idk , If i did , i don't remember .

10. Do you remember your dreams?
Well , sometimes .

11. When did you last laugh?
Just now on the bus , with my sis .

12. Do you remember why & what?
Hmmm .. Let me try to recall . Trying .. trying .. tried . Nope , i don't remember .

13. What is on the walls of the room you're in?
White paint , House lizard maybe ? Lmao .

14. Seen anything weird lately?
If you consider a guy with a small patch of long hair ( tied up ) weird ,
Then yea , i saw something weird .

15. What do you think of this quiz?
Idk , I'm just killing time .

16. What is the last film you saw?
21 ?

17. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Japan , Anywhere in Japan ! :DD

18. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
ED HARDY caps , jacket , shoes , whatever that they have luhs . EMPORIO ARMANI'S watch ! PAUL FRANK'S *** ! :DDD

19. Tell me something about you that most people dont know.
I have shoulder blades that are like wings . LOL !

20. If you could change one thing in this world, what would it be?
Hmmmm ..

21. Do you like to dance?
fdhjfdgj

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
If i must . But i wouldn't bear to leave my friends .

23. Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
Nope . It's so complicated can .

24. Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Beaker's home .

25. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
BBT ?

26. Last time you swam in a pool?
Don't remember .

27. Type of music you like most?
Hmmm ..

28. What type of musoc you dislike most?
CHEAP TECHNO ! Oh my gawd ~~

29. Are you listening to music right now?
Nope .

30. What colour is your bedroom carpet?
Don't have one in my room .

31. If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would it be?
My own room , with a huge bathroom & a spacious wardrobe . (:

32. What was the last thing you bought?
WOW ! It has been like a damn long time !!

33. Have you ever ridden a motorbike?
Nope .

34. Would you go Bungee jumping or sky diving?
SKY DIVING ! That bitch seriously have NO IDEA how lucky she is !!

35. Do you have a garden?
Nope .

36. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Erm , Ehhs .. Ahahs .

37. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
5 more minutes please !!

38. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
Idk ?

39. Who sent the last text message you received?
Deroy .

40. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Store ? I'll go to ten stores man !

41. What time is bed time?
Anytime is bed time (:

42. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
No , not good enough .

43. How many tattoos do you have?
None , at the moment . [:

44. If you dont have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
OF COURSE ! A star on my left wrist .

45. What did you do for your last birthday?
Out with friends .

46. Do you carry a donor card?
Nope .

47. Who was the last person you had dinner with?
My sis .

48. Is the glass half empty or half full?
Half empty !

49. What's the farthest away place you've been?
Don't ask .

50. When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
I dislike tomatoes !

51. Have you ever won a trophy?
Yepps , a damn damn damn damn damn long time ago .

52. Are you a good cook?
Cooking ? So not my style man .

53. Do you know how to pump your own gas?
Nope .

54. If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
Idk man .

55. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Yes , And it looks horrible on SOME people . (:

56. Do you touch type?
Sometimes .

57. What's under your bed?
My xbox , Boxes with who-knows-what inside .

58. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Idk ? Maybe ?

59. Think fast, what do you like right now?
Ed Hardy cap :DD Just you wait man , I'll get it & wear it infront of your face !

60. Where were you on Valentine's Day?
School ? Made a girl cry . Not lesbian luhs ! Don't anyhow think .

61. What time did you get up?
6am ? Stupid school ..

62. What was the name of your first pet?
Leo .

63. Who is the second last person to call you?
My dad .

64. Is there anything going on this weekend?
Studying on sunday ? Hopefully that is ..

65. How are you feeling right now?
PAIN ! Oh my aching muscles ~

66. What do you think about the most?
Idk ~

67. What time do you get up in the morning?
6am on school days . 11am on weekends ?

68. If you had a big win in the lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
I wouldn't have to tell . They would notice the new stuffs on me . :DD

69. Who would you tell first?
tdjyugok

70. What is the last movie that you saw in the cinema?
21 .

71. Do you sing in the shower?
No .

72. Which store would you choose to max out your credit car?
Are you blind ?

73. What do you do most when you're bored?
Talk on the phone , It kills time , ALOT of time . (:

74. What do you do for a living?
No idea man , i wish i knew .

75. Do you love your job?
HELL NO !

76. What do you wanna be when you grow up?
Idk .

77. If you could have any job, what would you want to be?
Psycologist .

78. Which came first, the chicken or the egg?
What chicken ? What egg ? I came first luhs !

79. How many keys are there on your key ring?
1 ? Door . We don't lock the gate .

80. Where would you retire to?
Japan !

81. What kind of car do you drive?
Hehehes ~~~

82. What are your best physical features?
People say i look great , whether i'm a guy or a girl . Hey , stop laughing , i'm proud of that alright ? Why don't you try it !

83. What are your best characteristics?
Hmmm.....

84. If you could go anywhere in the world on a vacation, where would it be?
Japan , Paris .

85. What kind of books do you like to read?
I dont read much .

86. Where would you want to retire to?
Zzzzzzzzz !

87. What is your favourite time of the day?
Cold & silent night . When no one can hear your cries .

88. Where did you grow up?
Taman Jurong .

89. How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
It's pretty close , just that travelling there is troublesome .

90. What are you reading now?
This question ?

91. Are you a morning person or night owl?
They call me Crazy owl .

92. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Yepps .

93. Can you close your eyes & raise your eyebrows?
Yepps , Can't everyone do that ?

94. Do you have pets?
3 cats !

95. How many rings before you answer the phone?
I pick it up the moment i get to it . Unless it's some irritating peeps . Lmao .

96. What is your best childhood memory?
I was born a 14 yeard old kid .

97. What are some of the jobs you have had in your life?
Salesgirl , Hair stylist assistant ..

98. Any new & exciting things you would like to share?
Nothing at all .

99. What is most important in life?
My happiness , *** , family & love .

100. What inspires you?
Hmmmm...



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