Saturday, August 30, 2008
Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm
Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change
What's been and gone
Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
- Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Friday, August 29, 2008
Don't ask me why,
But it's definitely ain't tears of joy.
I nearly broke down in front of them.
Damn.
Pat my head & say "Don't cry."
Stare straight into my eyes & say "Don't be sad."
But it's just not you.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Firstly,
Sorry that i took SO LONG to actually find out what was going on.
Now that i finally know,
(Or at least i think i do),
I can only regret, regret & regret.
At least the questions in my heart are finally answered.
Secondly,
I really should learn to keep my mouth shut.
I mean seriously!
The best way not to trouble or affect anyone in anyway,
Is to keep EVERYTHING to yourself.
Damn.
I'm sorry that i caused so much trouble again.
Maybe you don't mind at all,
But i do.
Thirdly,I seriously got a very bad habit.And that is i'm always saying the wrong things cause i'm too straightforward at times,Worst thing is, I take days to find out what went wrong.Which is why i tend to be offensive at times.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Raining the whole day!
My goodness.
It's time to birng out all of your scarfs, shawls, beanie, etc!
(:
Visited grandma,
She's still the same,
Except for the HUGE bruises on her hands.
o.o
Went to JEC to have lunch,
Bumped into them,
And saw her.
Damn it!
That slut.
No, its not Coleen.
No, its not Reyna.
Its her.
Met up with my baby,
Went to Cineleisure catch Cyborg She.
Great show!
(:
The girl is damn cute!
The guy was..
Well, he looked like J.N,
Except i find the actor alot better,
Cause i hate J.N.
(:
Freaking cold right now,
It's so nice to be on dry land.
Lol?
23 August 2008 Saturday
Fireworks Festival!
They were damn nice.
Took videos.:D
And the place was damn crowded too.
Zzz.
Yes,The fireworks were nice.The only fire that was not so nice,Was the fire in me.Bear with me, will you?
Thursday, August 21, 2008

Happy birthday to
STEFFEN!
:D
We sort of vandalised his table with our birthday wishes.
Haha.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Ohmygod!
I'm about to die of the boredom!!!
My sis is having some issues with her guy.
Yes, his friends just can't keep their mouth shut.
They just can't stop the insults & comments.
And the worst thing is her guy has too much pride to even stand up to them.
Come on man,
He's an adult already,
29!
Hello~
Yepps,
It sure did hurt her alot this time.
She asked me,
'If his friends hate you, what will you do?'
I said,
There's nothing i can do,
Those are his friends too,
Anyway, i don't have to see them 24/7,
So i'll try to tolerate?
Then she asked,
'Does anyone one of them hate you?'
I answered,
I don't know.
After that incident,
I think i left a bad impression?
I won't blame them if they hate me anyway.
But of course Shawn kinda offended me last time,
Nevermind forget it,
Shouldn't continue in case some people get the wrong idea.
Oh yea,
Remember the bitch that i mentioned a week or two ago?
I simply can't stand her.
She's such a copycat.
Jovene is one of her 'role model'?
Erm..
It's not about Jovene. (like duh~)
I just can't stand that bitch copying people all the time.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
HAPPY 5TH!
[:
My prelim results sucked to the core alright?
Hopeless~
Guess what?
My sis said she would buy me my Simpsons PSP,
IF i passed my Ns & hopefully make it to Os.
O.O!!!!
Cabbed to jurong,
Took train to Somerset.
We watch The Murder Of The Inugami Clan.
(Yea, i think that's the title?)
It was alright,
Despite the fact that we sat FIRST ROW SEATS!
The movie lasted for like 2 hours?
Went to PS to have our dinner,
PastaMania.
(:
Walked around after that,
I kept talking to myself?
LOL!
Yea, i'm nuts.
So deal with it.
:D
Monday, August 18, 2008
Absent from school today,
My right eye was swollen,
But it's alright already,
So i'd be back in school by tomorrow i guess.
Somebody, anybody,
Please restrict me from viewing her blog!
God damn it,
I saw something i should NEVER have seen,
And by never,
I mean NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS SHOULD I EVER SEE THAT!
Reading my brother's blog is something that i do everyday single day,
Every one of his posts is so damn sweet.
Both of them are sweet alright?
* Envy *
Makes me recall everything that happened on the 11 march 2008.
[:
Or should i say the whole of march holidays?
Hehes.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
You can say i'm heartless or whatever,
But things change & people move on.
She's also happy where she's at.
And i'm happy at where i am at.
So, what's the problem?
Yea,
We're not that close anymore,
But it's not like i'm treating this friendship like it has never happened before,
We can still keep in contact.
People come and go.
The Part of You That No One Sees
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You are aloof, mysterious, and distant.
People feel like they really don't know the true you...
Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.
Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself.
It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose.
You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.
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What's the Part of You That No One Sees?
What Eugenie Koh Lok Ye Means
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You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Happy birthday to
DERINE
MURNI
ALVIN LI!
我的床 抱怨著它的孤單
天快亮卻還是空空蕩蕩
它陪我熬夜 它替我緊張
安靜的看你還在線上
我好像被畫了個煙燻妝 ( 煙燻妝 -* )
有黑輪懸掛在我的眼眶
一點都不累 一點都不煩
卻從來不敢按下鍵盤
你不會知道你的失眠有我陪伴
從不同方向盯著同一個月亮
突然 窗外飄進來烤麵包的香
哪一天能和你手牽手吃早餐
你很難想像你的夜裡從不孤單
有一個阿宅夜夜陪你等太陽
早就為你打聽好 哪一扇櫥窗
一整晚 都亮著 等我 帶你去欣賞
書桌上擺放著我的收藏 ( 收藏 -* )
那公仔表情開始不耐煩
它嫌我內向 嫌我不勇敢
它怪我只敢要它陪伴
我在想害你失眠的答案 ( 找答案-* )
是害怕還是因為誰受傷
真心的力量並沒有滅亡
我也想為愛大聲囂張
你不會知道你的失眠有我陪伴
從不同方向盯著同一個月亮
突然 窗外飄進來烤麵包的香
哪一天能和你手牽手吃早餐
你很難想像你的夜裡從不孤單
有一個阿宅夜夜陪你等太陽
早就為你打聽好 哪一扇櫥窗
一整晚 都亮著 等我帶你去欣賞
怎麼我被困在三面牆
和一扇打不開的窗
我超想 在你面前勇敢的吶喊
你不會知道你的失眠有我陪伴
從不同方向盯著同一個月亮
突然 窗外飄進來烤麵包的香
哪一天能和你手牽手吃早餐
你很難想像你的夜裡從不孤單
有一個阿宅夜夜陪你等太陽
早就為你打聽好 哪一扇櫥窗
一整晚 都亮著 等我帶你去欣賞
- 阿宅失眠日记
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Okay,
I'm seriously missing my ex-colleages right now.
And i mean ALL of them,
Somehow it includes Benn too.
Yea,
I know it sounds so wrong.
Robyn, Big Bro~
Derek, My image consultant!
Qing yi, Bestie!
Theresa, Girlfriend~~
Nicole, Complaint department. LOL!
Jeremy, Listening ear.
Javier, Takes time to open up, just like me!
Mark, Love guru. AHAHAS!
Ivy, Complaint department's manager.
Isaiah, The person who gives me lots of heads to wash.
Ritz, My look alike (:Kate, My guardian!
Xuan hui, The girl with the Spastic face. * She's so gonna kill me! *
Elaine, She may look innocent, but...
Zenchi, The kind-hearted one.Kik, Who always tell me not to starve myself. Haha.
Serene, Flower vase!
Cassendra, Bestie~
Alvin, Who always gives me lotsa chances.Dane, Mr friendly!
Tetty, My sunday partner!
Ifa, Smoker. Haha.
Don, Our second boss.
Benn, First boss.
Alyce, Hippopotamus!Jasmine, Ostrich!
A total of 25 peeps!
And i still remembered Xiwen said 'Act one always hang out with matured people'.
Yea, yea, yea.
Look who's talking?
Monday, August 11, 2008
Thanks baby! (:
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Derine's & Murni's BBQ!
Met up with Derine, Steffen, Chuan sin, Damien, Sherry, Wen jie, Sharon CJN & Abby,
At Bukit Batok's control station.
Took a bus to Derine's place.
They kept making fun of Damien and his 'Family'.
Lol.
Played Blackjack the moment we reached.
Kinda bored actually,
At least until the food was ready.
Murni & Fareez came.
Dexter came.
Derine's friends came.
Karen came.
And more of Derine's friends came.
Then Sherry left.
No offence but,
I seriously dislike Derine's colleages.
Spoil my mood.
But it doesn't matter.
I don't have to see them anymore.
Went into the house and gossiped with Sharon, Abby & Karen for awhile.
Ehem.
No comments about her alright?
I can't say anything about her either.
Chatted with Dexter,
Interview session.
Lol!
And the guys were like so mean!
They kept calling Derine's Pug , Chuan sin.
And he kept being suan-ed by us non stop!
Karen , Sharon & Abby left first.
Then Steffen, Chuan sin, Damien.
Murni & Fareez.
Then me, Deroy & Dexter.
The three of us cabbed to my neighbourhood,
Dexter took a bus home from there i think.
My stomach is empty & there nothing to eat at home.
Except instant noodles.
I'm lazy to cook them.
So i'm just gonna wait til tomorrow.
The Bottom Line
Today, you should focus on meeting people and on building some new relationships.
In Detail
Today, you should focus on meeting people and on building new relationships -- your current ones are all doing well enough to be left alone for a while. You have the right amount of curiosity for what makes other people tick right now, and you know just the right questions to ask. Plus, your easygoing manner will help them loosen up and really be themselves. So if you're torn between hanging out with an old friend or going to a gathering where you can meet someone new, opt for the newness.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Town today,Went to get some stuffs.Then headed to Marina Square,Walk walk.Went to Esplanade to meet up with the guys,Walked to many places and still couldn't find the guys.We finally met up with Kenrick, Zhi jie, Fayme & Jason at the Esplanade entrance.Slacked there awhile,Izzul, Haris, Irfan, Illya joined us.And then we watched the fireworks together.(:I love Izzul's sling bag,So square-ish & so cute!LOL!Kenrick left,Then we left.City hall was closed,Had to walk ALL THE WAY to Raffles.And the crowd was damn horrible.I feel so disgusted sticking skin to skin with B*******S.Headed to Westmall,Wanted to get some photos printed but we were too late,The shop already closed.But it was alright.Had dinner then went home.Dead tired.@.@& for don't know what reason,I got myself a brother.Lmao.
Just a lil more than a lil bit.
Friday, August 8, 2008
National day celebration.
Reached school early cause we had to change into our Class tee.
It sucked.
The tee is the worst class tee ever made in Singapore History!
And damn expensive too!
Yea,
Classmates were all like complaining that we could had gotten a better quality,
better designed shirt & at a cheaper price.
Blame who?
Blame the Swimmer's goggles!
Anyway,
Was in town today,
Bumped into Jorbel & friends outside Cineleisure.
Watched LOVE GURU.
It was freaking hilarious!
Definitely recommended!
Went to Marina Square after that.
There was this arcade shop that allows you to pick up the stuffed toys.
There was one machine that had Gloomy Bear: Valentine's Day edition & a Big Rilakkuma Cushion!
Baby tried to get it for me,
But..
LOL!
Nevermind,
Its alright.
(:
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Haha.
Gossiping with Wei lun right now.
About who?
The one and only bitch from the next class.
Ooopps!
Did i say something?
Whatever.
She's bitch,
Everyone knows that.
Okay fine,
Maybe except her friends?
But she's a spoilt brat that's for sure.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Special thanks to Deroy, Karen & Derine!
:D
Love you guys.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Suddenly remembered what she asked me yesterday.
If it's real,It would be a hard decision to make,
Even though it is a dream come true.
I'd be happy & yet i'll be hating myself.
And i ask myself this,
Is it true?
I don't wish for it to be true,
But what if it is?
At the thought of being torned into two,
Makes me feel helpless.
Why can't the two most important people in my life,
Get along well?
Yes,
I'm starting to think again.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Kinda like my school life right now ,
Closer with my classmates (:
Even though something very disappointing happened yesterday ,
But it's alright ,
I guess .
Yea ,
I know it's a little too overboard with the friendship thing ,
But hey ,
What do you want me to do about it?
Break it off?
Maybe that will make you guys feel better ,
But it definitely won't be that way for me.
Deposited(: