Thursday, September 25, 2008
God gave me countless of chances,
But i chose to give them up,
Time and time again.
When will i ever learn?
Change for the better?
It ain't as easy as you think.
Change for the worst?
Just give me a second.
Just please don't be like the 3,
Who expected me to change my attitude in 3 fucking days.
Yea,
I know you've changed ALOT for me.
And i should be grateful,
But i didn't really ask for this.
I just want you to be yourself.
"Be yourself"
How familiar can this phrase get?
I'm always told to be myself.
But i can't.
Why?
Cause i've lost who i really am.
If the 4th mask is broken,
Just put on the 5th one.
If the 5th is broken,
Just put on the 6th one.
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If the 86th mask is broken,
Just put on the 87th one.
It's not that i'm shunning,
It's just that i've too many to use.
They say i have a strong pride.
I would always put up a strong front even if i'm bleeding on the inside.
You can say i'm fake for all i care.
Or maybe even a two-headed snake.
Because i'm always self-contradicting myself.
You say i'm always keeping secrets from you,
Hiding stuffs.
But some things just cannot be said for some particular reason.
Even it's about friends,
There are just some things i can't say.
For example,
Do you expect me to tell everyone that my friend A had sex with 10 guys in one night?
The 91s & 92s just seem to clash don't they?
Their thinking are just simply too different.
