Friday, December 5, 2008
Last night.
Was my fault.
Where can you find a girlfriend who still can sleep peacefully,
When her guy is somewhere out there fighting or god knows what happened to him?
Let me tell you a secret,
You can stop looking.
Cause you've already found her.
That's me.
I won't ask for your forgiveness,
Because,
Even i can't forgive myself.
All i can say now is,
Dear, I'm sorry.
I'm not okay.
I may look alright when i'm in Bugis,
I may look alright when i'm talking to my friends.
But that's only during the day.
But at night,
I would still be alone.
ALONE = EMO
At first i always thought,
My own problems,
I will settle myself.
Then only i found out,
Sometimes i still need others to help me out.
You know when's the best time to get me to hard labour?
When i'm in a bad mood.
Because i won't have any feelings,
As in physically.
I carried the large drawers out of the shop today.
Yup,
That bloody drawer.
Which was always damn freaking heavy to me,
Which i would always drag out.
Now i finally know that its not heavy at all can.
Zzz.
Same goes to the shelf which we put the Ferdoras on.
Yea,
I seriously dunno what the hell am i talking about.